I think listening to sad music can do strange things to me. I will usually listen to the piece over and over again until all I can hear is my inner child's voice, feel my memories and honestly....they have no real coherent meaning.
When I listen to these songs I am overcome with the desire to cry. It's not because of sadness though. More so from...the hypnotic melodies that are being played.
At times I will pinch myself to make sure that I'm real and that I won't fade away, because my mind isn't where it's supposed to be. It's as if I'm the only one who can hear the soft lullaby.
This is really hard for me to grasp, I found out about an hour ago that Michael Jackson died yesterday. No t.v. or radio today, and found out online.
Damn... what a way to find out, that the man who shaped my memories, the taste, touch and smell of the majority of my life is now gone.
Love,
Isolede Feather
1 Feather Whisper
